2008 my year of transformations

This year started out with a bang!

I'm now officially a grad student working on my MBA part time studying Acquisitions, so I can one have a career in negotiating hostile takeovers in new york or L.A. , I'm converting my alter from a western theatrical alter into a more aesthetic chamber for the magick of the Shinto, bonpo, necromantic, babalonian, and Sumerian. I feel this year will have changes, as I write here; maybe it was the feast to Artemis, and eating the venison connecting to old ones. I feel Zast is looking after me. My shadow is becoming more potent and apparent. Am I being groomed for something soon? I feel my work is a long term operation that parallels the operations of Babalon in previous centuries that have caused a change in this consciousness. I am a trailblazer and rebel.

"a prophet is one who returns with wisdom, a fallen prophet returns with warnings from wisdom." Heretic X

magickal talismans missing

My brazen sigil of Dantalion and another from the greater key of Solomon are missing, as if by mysterious means, I've been working the lesser key of Solomon, for almost 2 years with ample success. but I was going to use these sigils as my finally of sorts. i feel as if I' m being tested by the cosmic source, as in everything i set my mind to. I've searched everywhere. as my wife intervenes, let serendipity occur. but, I'm stubborn and know that the universe is chaotic and perverse. I know Crowley lost sigils in his golden dawn days, and shit hit the proverbial fan. well if you see them email me and we'll work out a arrangement.

hele
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